ARTFIHT TODAY GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR (ITS 12:43PM AS I TYPE THIS SO IN LIKE 13 HOURS BUT AUUUGH!!!!!!!!!!) ill put up all my artfight art on the site at the end of the season, as a nice intro to my art page! hope 2 see u there!

i have discovered that i still do very much so have an interest in coding/web design/etc but not having ADHD medication is ruining my lifeee... its felt like times going so fast and i hate it so much...still need to make an art page :-(

made an extras page today ^_^ i have a few ideas i'd like to add eventually next to my art page! it'll be a little bit, cause i'm in the middle of moving & am busy, but i'll get to it..

haven't really had many ideas for the site. altho i think i'll add an art page in today! i drew a picture of seppy that i think would work well as the first image there.. obviously, i'm not gonna put ALL my art there, maybe just stuff i'm proud of. i'll probably be selective ig

i also finished up seppys profile code on toyhouse recently.. it got me kinda inspired to make a page for him here :) maybe i'll do that eventually. my friend tux also suggested adding some extra random stuff like a shrine or whatever so.. maybe i'll do that too. maybe i'll add a page of my favorite songs too, and some links to some other neocities..now that i'm thinking of stuff while typing this out i guess i had more ideas then i originally thought.. either way expect some stuff to roll out here sometime soon ^^

i think if im going to add anything else here i'll make an extra page for it and add it to the link bar so i dont have to add everything individually. its kinda a pain in the ass when you have to edit like 10 pages to add a link and i'm sure there's an easier way i could do this, i just..dont know.. we'll see..

still struggling to figure out what should i do with the site.. i'll add an art page eventually. other than that, i'm not sure? we'll figure it out. sorry for lack of updates..

i still have a huge queue of art to do.. *deathgrip*. other than that..uh.. february 14th was a great day for me. :) looks like it might be a better year..

don't really have anything new going on.. a little to unmotivated to update the site a whole lot right now. participated in hourly comic day, and did 8.. proud of myself for that! it was fun. nothing really new to add otherwise. hope tomorrows less tiring.

apologies for lack of updates i CANNOT stop playing goatlings i'm seriously obsessed. here's my referral link if you'd like to help me out

also i can't really think of what else do to with my site atm, and i don't really feel like uploading all my art right now but i'll get to it.. maybe i'll work on a page with buttons and cool sites next.. we'll see..if i follow you and/or you follow me i'll probably add your button here if you have one!

explored around a bit more today (including on sites of people i used to interact with here), so that was neat. i don't remember a whole lot of what i did in 2018/19 here, but considering i have major memory problems i'm not exactly surprised. i wonder if any of them will ever look at this site again? no clue.. just pondering

writing this mainly for myself, but just in case anyones interested: i may end up moving a lot of old stuff i wrote on my other site (patchouli; maybe others? i know i had a few accounts) here and fixing it up, like my stuff on mental illness, because i still am interested in that. still thinking about stuff i want to have on this site tbh. maybe i'll move my commission information here as well.. or make a page for my interests.. a lot to think about

then again i don't really know why i had so many different neocities accounts for stuff that could've just been here.. you get like, 1gb of space. no clue why i did that..? i'll probably end up deleting them.. o well

first journal entry in like, a year!

the past 3 days or so i've gotten a huge jump of motivation involving this site.. not really sure why. i'm kinda glad, though, because a lot of older, embarrassing things were still up (and were apparently still regularly getting views) and i'm not entirely a fan of that. anyway i much prefer how things are now, especially layout and content wise. i hope you enjoy it, too.

before i started revamping the journal section today i decided to look through my sites profile (50+ pages of stuff, dating back two years) and ended up deleting a lot of really embarrassing comments, threads, and updates i posted that i really didn't need to post in the first place, which was very refreshing. doing that also made me feel kind of.. sad? a lot of the sites that i normally interacted with/interacted with me are dead now, or haven't updated in a few months/over a year. ik after some time updating gets boring, or you just don't have the time or resources to do so (example being me), but it still is just kinda disappointing, honestly. i hope everyone who ran those sites are doing okay these days.

anyway, not completely sure how long i'll still be here (i left for like over a year lol) and i don't really have a plan atm besides adding a lot of my recent art + journal entries, so updates may be slightly sporadic, but i hope to be atleast somewhat active with this site from now on. also i may change up the banner occasionally, but i don't really have any more images of seppy to use that fit within the sites color palette.. so i'll put that on the backburner for now. thanks for reading if you're still here, both old and new viewers, and i hope you like my site.

also i'm going to try to write how i do when i'm talking to my friends and such, so weird wording and/or typos are to be expected :) thnx for reading!